I have been struggling with suicidal ideations for a very long time now, due to various problems from childhood to late teens. In the past few years, things have changed for me and I started to enjoy my life better and appreciate. Well, now I am on here because my partner who I very much care for’s father past away couple of days ago and since then I started to feel very suicidal, for no apparent reason other than someone has died, whom I have not even met before. I guess what I’m wondering, can suicide become some kind of addiction? Moreover, how can one get some sort of rehabilitation? How can I learn to leave with these horrible recurring feelings of despair? The thing is I’m little scared this time around as I feel older and a lot more determent about succeeding things and perhaps Its worrying…for self.  I honestly thought this was going to stay behind me but I was wrong, and here I am. Why am I back to darkland. I just thought to share this and get it off my chest. Anyone who is going through likeness of this kind, my thoughts are with you, I know it’s not easy.
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The thoughts of suicide are an addiction.
As much as we hate it, it becomes a part of you and sometimes we go to great lengths just to get the feeling back because it feels natural. As wrong as we know it is, that’s just how it goes.
Are you medicated?
I would suggest that you need to see someone immediately.
Talk to your GP, friends, family.
Somebody you trust.
RESEARCH RESEARCH RESEARCH
Take your mind off our emotions, don’t ignore them, acknowledge how you are feeling but make it your goal to find something that might help. Chances are you will find something, if this is to hard take it slow, have someone help you. If you make it a goal to simply seek help, it will hopefully help you actually want to reach it.
Good Luck 🙂
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