lately i have had suicidal thoughs and they got progresively worse to were i think about it every day, it started with my parents got a divorce and my mom started yelling at me and acting like all i do is make her life worse and then at school people treat me like a freak just because im the tallest one outa everyone, the people who i thought were friends didnt even care to check on me when i was in the hospital for a month and a half and then to make matters even worse the girl who i thought i was in love with left me for another guy without saying anything… now i have tried a couple ways of sucide and none work….i tried o.ding turned out my body was immune to the meds (go figure) then next i tried to cut myself and just covered it up without thinking after i got dizzy and its still slowly getting worse but i dont know what else to do anymore its not like theres any point in staying around
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Heh, all I can say is God doesn’t want you dead. And if He doesn’t want you dead, then stop trying. Talk to someone. Don’t let your jerkish mom or friends get to you. And the tall ting, come on, man. I’m black and extremely tall in an all white school. I kind of feel outta place too. But talk to someone you can trust. And if you’re still at school,I assume you’re a teenager. Life is precious, man. Don’t waste it because thins are getting tough. Not to belittle your situation, but there are other people I know that have gone through much worse situations, such as their parents being abusive or dead and being beat up by the kids at school. So you still can come up on top. You’ve got to man up, try hard, and be strong for yourself. You got a life to live. Don’t waste it. Take advice from the Savior.