im 18. senior in high school. you think it would be the happiest time for me. but its not. i try so hard to be happy. but inside im crying all the time. i was molested when i was in grade school, my cousin is now in jail, but if he stays there is the question. my grades are poor and no university wants me. im in an art school, but have no talent, i know it, and so does everyone else. why should i even try. i thought about just ending my life since the begining of high school, but i would always chicken out. im an outsider in my family, im feel all alone all the time, even if im surrounded by people. is my life really worth living?
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It takes a lot of time and effort to be good at anything. Perseverance is probably the biggest key to ‘talent’. There’s a lot of things I thought I would never be good at. Don’t give up on yourself. I was raped. If you are still having issues with your abuse, you need to talk about it. Remember, you are older now and you can fight for yourself. Don’t let him win. Don’t keep being a victim. Get angry, it can make you strong. Start to make a plan for your future. Leaving high school can make anyone depressed when they don’t have a plan.
there must b something u r good at..something like imagining,enjoying the patterns of the clouds..or may b u like reading?
find something,the u like.may b it is not a popular hobby,but who cares?if u love it,just do it,perhaps u will find a reason….
you are not alone. just look around.
The chickening out shows that you have some desigher to live (forgive my spelling) Yes life can and will suck. You cant run from it or face it… you can only wait and try. try to overcome the setbacks and one day everything will turn and things will start going right. sure there will still be some minor setbacks but it will get better. just keep telling yourself that.