“You don’t have any problems….Look, you’re so handsome, and famous, even a super star….” and he jumped off the building after hearing his best friend “consoling” at the other end of the mobile phone, and died.
He refused to talk….but his friend did quietly, the most important thing, taking care of his meals and accompanied him for 7 days, then he finally talked and released his feelings, and got medicated.
She got back office, looking weary, after holiday of baby-delivering. Her colleagues tried to cheer her up and joked that
“don’t be stupid into thinking worries are behind the deliverance period. We all lived through that.”
Then she felt herself really stupid of not able to cope like everyone else.
7 days later her husband phoned back office saying that she died of hanging herself.
That’s the example of lack of medication and care.
A mother woke her 7-years old child at late night saying “I just can’t cope it. I’m very poor. Let’s jump together. Alright?”
The child tried to soothe her mother. He said, “mom, if somebody will give you 1 million for cutting off one of your arms, would you do that?” Her mother shook her head. “mom, if somebody will give you 4 millions for your head, would you do that?” Her mother was amazed and said no.
“See, you’re so rich. Mom !”
A depressed mother drank heavily after the death of her husband, nearly every night would wake her children up, blaming her children for causing her misery, through scolding and hitting them.
Four years later, one of the child got depressed into many years, until aged-28, only through his religion and the change of his mother, could he finally recover.
This just demontrates the hate and depression are contagious, especially serious in family.
The 7 years old son looked dazed. To get him ready to school, even took 1 hour just to wear his shoes.
Worried mother finally search for cure after a few doctors failed, at last to a psychiatrist ordering half a pill of Prozac, saying it’s just not adapting well to transition of school life. No improvement. Doctor said 1 whole pill would do the trick.
The effect was the child couldn’t stop crying. The mother asked why. The child replied that he just didn’t know and couldn’t stop it.
Finally the mother decided to stop the Prozac. After the child calmed down, the mother psychologically approach the child herself and learned that it all began with a classmate remarking him as fat. After releasing his fear of taking seriously of others’ unpleasant words, he found himself the correct way of coping things, and was soon cured.
For the most of us, the reasons behind our suicidal thoughts lie in love within us is dying out or stuck without the conduit necessary to release. Suicide, the last resort, often comes along with hate or ignorance.
A little bit of love injected or felt can only delay your suicide attempts, but not for good.
But the most of you can get out of this feeling. I’ll reveal to you all these secrets here in my later comments.
First, entertainment time. We need “hope” , the joy to carry on.
A music video here I’d like to share with you all.
It’s of a blind artist, a Taiwanese, starting with weak vision and father deserted him since he was a few years old.
His poor mother then worked very hard in construction site to support 3 kids, and trying to earn the fees never enough to sum up for his cataract, eye surgery’s expense.
Now he, besides swimming and judoing well, can fully express his feelings through his songs.
And he chooses friends by that senses still remain, through people’s voice and their scent.
An inspiration I hope that can arouse the deep down in you, to learn releasing your feelings too.
Sometimes, the audience one expects, is himself he truly values.
Here is a song he wrote. (Though quality not that good, it’s the best version performed)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kheh39Bq0Mw
I’ll try to translate the lyrics for you : (You’re My Eyes)
If I can see, I can easily distinguish the day and the night….so I can within the crowd precisely find your hand to hold onto….if I can see, I can drive you around and us roam free….so I can by surprise from behind give you a hug….if I can see, life may all be different….of the things I want, I like, I love….may all be different.
Before my eyes, the black is not the black….and what about the white that you said of….and you said of the sky blue….in my memory the blue behind the white clouds was the sky….I looked at your face, only I saw was the vast of the vanity….Wasn’t it that God in front covering my eyes….and forgot to unveil me?
You’re my eyes….showing me the changes of the four seasons….you’re my eyes….leading me through the crowded people….you’re my eyes….leading me read the sea of books….because you’re my eyes, letting me see the world just in front of me….just in front of my eyes.
The 2nd song is also quite good. (The Departed Person)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ev6yP-HiPY8
OK, the following is to introduce you to the fun parts of Korea.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGbwL8kSpEk&feature=player_embedded      (“Oh”)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SwiSpudKWI&feature=player_embedded      (“Genie”)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rsO0eS1Us14&feature=player_embedded      (boy playing the guitar “Oh”)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S7SYWFeaSqc&feature=player_embedded      (practising “Oh”)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7mPqycQ0tQ&feature=player_embedded      (“Gee”)
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Fireflies are shortlived things to some, but the light they emitted can impress some transient moments of dreams.
And that light can kindle your hope of way while in darkness seems absolute.
A purpose guide, might be telling us to live dignified and smile, to well serve our time.
In life we live, our purpose is not to search for happiness or suffering, but to learn unravelling our hate nearby.
We may keep resentment afar, but if hate is still carried within hearts, one day we still have to face it.
Moments of happiness are like candies, and sufferings are like stumbling stones, it’s a handicap marathon.
Hate is always here and there, we just smile to ignore, though we don’t deliberately pick up.
But once in, we have to acknowledge this a karma, and be happy of what you ate, is what you dispose of h-ate.
Hate is contagious, like virus, like a tiny prick, could ruin your days, and multiply with new hate everyday.
Face it. State your rights calmly with only undeniable facts.
At least then you can say you’ve done your part. If reasonable can’t solve it, better stay away.
Cool-headedly, not to react in doing something drastically to get even.
Remember always that they are evil to begin with.
While blaming others, first see if there’s also an evil part of yourself have to get rid of.
People always misunderstood that it is to forgive the evils. No.
You can only forgive them or yourself if the acts of mistreating you are truly realized.
Otherwise, stay away, draw a line away from the evils.
Don’t rush, time is always needed. And let time be the mediator.
Unfair is always there. It’s only fair enough if you treat yourself right.
It’s the traumatic pictures you have to leave behind. It’s yourself you have to forgive first of all.
Let no hate that can hinder you to embrace every fresh new day.
Try to possess and enjoy the air that you breathe, the simple little things.
Not to possess any people or material gains ! What you can possess from them are just fleeting memories.
And someday you’ll know the long journey ahead is not for only ‘just this life’.
Try something plain and easy for your own comforts like :
As I drank the coffee with its unique taste of aroma, and its faint taste of bitter sweet of life….
as I sipped the hot brown liquid from my usual cup, and washed it down my soulless throat that yearning for warmth,
I lost that empty feeling…and began to feel happy.
hate –> emptying –> pride yourself with bitsy and teeny things.
Say hi to the ones you can’t avoid, and with a smile, not that you forgive, or forget their evils, but to demonstrate your armor of light is fully capable to reflect off their hate.
It would be fun when you see their mouths flabbergastedly opened.
They should be the ones instead to feel embarrassed and unreasonable !
Hate, in time, can kill physically.
No matter it’s hate from somebody or yourself. Illness will soon occur.
However, blessing from others or yourself can also cure.
If you really believe in God, yes, your God can cure, but as long as you also have a strong belief in yourself.
If there is a God that controls all, He already equipped us the power to hate and cure.
In terms of free will, heaven or hell on earth, good or evil, god or devil, it’s all in us capable to choose.
There are a lot of undeveloped or undiscovered energy or power on earth alone. And I happened to be one of the few, knowing some and willing to share the information with you.
What if to live a long age of 120, but seeing all others fading? It would be an agony for me.
There are a lot of problems on earth, but people don’t see ahead.
Of your problems, many can be reasoned, and be cured, including the many so-called incurable diseases.
But I’ll try discreetly not to infringe the interests of the professionals, in specialty, or, government, money-making, religion to not arouse their eager and hate to shut me up. This is still not a free world afterall.
In 1881, winter, the ship “Lara” set sail from Liverpool to San Francisco, caught fire.
They were on lifeboat weeks without water. They only drank the imagined fresh water scooped from the sea. And it indeed tasted fresh. So they survived.
There had been experiments done. Water samples were being blessed or cursed, then freezed, the chemicals H2O remained the same, but the structures under the microscope were totally different, revealing the difference of a blessed well-formed crystalline, and a cursed distorted ugly structure. (“Water-The Movie” from voiceentertainment.net)
Water, also contains the atom H, the powerful element, can be made into devastating bomb, the hydrogen bomb.
Water, abundant in our brain, you figure how it can become, and how it can change according to thinking alone !
I haven’t done the water experiment, but my personal experiences validate the claim of the invisible moving power of mind.
Human, is considered weak, and have to follow the master, “God”, the magnificent being.
For the atheist, his parents or models he adores would become his magnificent.
What if none can be magnificent for him, and not even himself ? Numbness or death will be impending.
If water’s structure can be imprinted and altered, how about in one’s own mind ?
What I believe is, if there is the God, He already eqipped us the minute god, our brain, to act on our own, on our free will, to evict what’s bad and let only those good and positive thoughts to reside.
If you want to destroy the ones or yourself that you hate by thoughts alone, yes, you are fully capable of doing so in time.
But why not build a comfortable and cozy home for your own brains !?
Trust yourself. The mind power is in you !
OK, the story of the super star at the top of this post didn’t end there, though he jumped and died.
The friend, a female, ex-superstar after marriage, who witnessed the last moment through the phone, felt responsible for his death somehow. But on the other hand, she told herself that she didn’t do anything wrong. She didn’t advise him to die afterall ! What’s wrong was just the taking of his own life. And suicide was stupid she told herself.
She could only feel pity for her best friend. But why, and what a shame, that he died in his prime ?!
This kind of mind struggling, bringing in the guilt and be sad, but strong on the other hand reflecting it all out afterwards, a victim finally arrived. Her husband began falling ill and was later found out to have cancer in the colon.
And the husband died, 3 years and 4 months after the jumping incidence.
From that we see, not just suicide can affect a lot, but the left behind’s mind can help put the effect to a further degree too.
The decision to live or die is not exclusive to the suicidal, but can also be the same question left for those behind.
You may be killing yourself, but you are also risking the loved lives after that.
And that’s why they call it selfish. Because the left behinds have to solve the mystery supposed to be your very own.
Some may grin at this point, and say to hell with them, I just wish them suffer the same and die.
If you are so strong in thinking, a powerful mind, can wish well in life too. You just haven’t realized that.
Also take note that “getting help” and “getting love” are 2 different things.
Problems arised from demanding both from a single person.
The one that loves and understands, and standing by capable to solve your problems is hard to find.
Condition like two birds in one shot.
Remedy is to demand more of yourself, into taking action of what you’ve been delaying to improve, bit by bits, instead of expecting those from others. Haven’t you realized the immobilization of those people ?
They say don’t bring home your work problems.
Or the other way round, don’t bring home problems back to the working guy.
When arguements emerged, none can solve the other one’s problem.
One accuses the other not doing the job right. Or interfering too much and stirring up one’s previous experience or childhood nightmare. We are all being a selfish individual, learning how to love or live with another selfish individual.
And it’s all culprited from caring (messing) too much.
The more you care for a good outcome, the more likely you’ll lose everything.
In a competition, for instance, the more you care for the results, the less likely you can perform the best.
Then why do the bullies, the bad guys always get the best ?
Because they have always learned to push, and to retreat at the right time.
But the good guys will only go or retreat all the way no matter what.
For those having health-related problems, there’s an open blog website.
healthboards.com/boards/index.php?
There you will find people with the same distress, or offering some reliefs or solutions.
To post your own ideas, you have to be 14 or older, and have to be a registered member.
Category includes “Mental Health” (subdivided into “Depression”, “Bipolar Disorder”, “Schizophenia”, and etc..) and “Cancer”.
And “Autoimmune Diseases” (subdivided into “Chronic Fatigue” , “Multiple Sclerosis” and etc.).
And “Family” (subdivided into “Parenting Issues”, “Relationship Health”, and etc.).
And “Medication” (subdivided into “Addiction and Recovery”) and “Other” (subdivided into “Gulf War Syndrome”).
To search, if you enter keyword “suicide” or “child abused”, you’ll find a lot of posts.
Of special symptoms, like “severe pain”, I found one interesting.
healthboards.com/boards/archive/index.php/t-283422.html
As of my own experience at age 4, I was near death, the next night after the vaccine of smallpox inoculated, I turned blue and fell into uncontrolled spasms. Not even my parents nor doctors realized it’s the effect of the vaccine. I was just termed having fever.
So, when I had my own child, I evaded my child from two-thirds of the implementing requirements of all sorts of vaccination. And she was then the healthiest looking among the children.
Just to say, a rooted problem though remote and stubborn, and happened many decades ago, today still keeping on ruining people, you can only find it in your control, if you have determined to find ways to tackle it.
Depression—–
It’s not how good you are, or how bad the people are, but you are not good enough !
The following is focusing on the cause of emotions.
Even if you reach the top of money status, and you are not good enough to utilize the money’s worth, you’ll be depressed.
There’s a reward system in us, we have to satisfy its need. The more you held back, the more imbalance you became.
Case study 1–
“I owned Ferrari, Porsche, Mercedes and Daimler at the same time just for driving fun. I equipped it with the best cornering capability or speed possible, still couldn’t be satisfied. It’s like a dream of a formula one running in street, possible but very hardly in realistic without the low profile bottom being scratched.
But what came as side dishes, were superstars. Male even the homos found me extremely fascinating at talks. I even met my dream-type female superstar who completely ignored me before, now found me tempting. However the more I knew, the more emptiness I discovered, and I didn’t think I could satisfy in this type of luxury vanities, especially after I saw the real faces hidden behind the scenes.”
“Then dealing with the middle class. I lent money to friends, without asking for collateral, not even a lending note, so they just disappeared afterwards. And then I asked for their favorite belongings as pawn, like watches or jewelleries, those didn’t even cover or interested me a bit. Again no interest required. Still they disappeared. Was I stupid or not. I couldn’t recall how many I’d helped, might be eight. The last person came to me for money to export goods I didn’t think it would even sell, and relation-wise I was even the last person he would have thought of,
and this time I finally refused. Later I learned of his suicide’s death. And those were my so-called friends.”
“And I began letting in the lower class into my life, but still my spirit, health and wealth were at last all ruined.
When you had a trade, or a hobby, or a talent added to your list, seemingly equipping you with more options to choose, but you were still you. Though taking you further to particular fields, the emptiness within
you still couldn’t be filled. You began to ask the questions like, “Am I weird ? Am I too good ? Are they too shallow ? Shall I live anymore ?”.”
The majority of people is like an insatiable hungry street dog drooling looking on you, if you throw it a piece of meat, then it won’t bite you. And you have to let it know that you have plenty more coming to offer, then it’ll behave.
If you show it the whole big bowl is all you have, it may kill you in order to get it.
The dreams you dreamt, the roads you treaded, you found it painful to learn of its impracticability and errors, there you griefed and mourned but those could just be left behind. Without those, you’ll find your integrity again.
The nice world is just a dream. But it needs each of us to help build it. There were wars and natural disasters intervening, not to say the various personal issues to discourage us, but if we are angels, we can only live like one.
Doing the job happily or hatefully is the same, only the feeling of reward is different.
You may say you just don’t care, and die refusing doing the seemingly hard work, however you don’t know the system will repeat you back to the similar hard post, till you learn to serve your purpose !
Don’t settle for less, not to be discouraged by your meagre situation, just strive for your best. Just behave as those selfish persons striving for things, the only difference is you’ll play it fair and comfortable in mind. The bad people stay bad, but now under control dreaming a big pie you may in time offering.
But once you have the defeated concept fixed, you are doomed to annihilation. Failure is just an experience to learn to reform.
Simplify your living, like owning a commuter car, or simply no car to worry about if you can walk and exercise on your way to supermarkets.
Rich or poor, friends or no friend don’t even matter. What matters is how you think and feel !
The world is not yours, but you own it at heart.
But if you are a cowboy wild at heart in wilderness, just beware the day you start dying when you settle.
It’s not a good or bad issue here, rather the adaptability from abrupt change or the willingness to stay in such a change.
One can only be saved if lucky enough of knowing and ready to walk out of his own traps before it’s too late.
The wish for someone to share is passively impractical.
How could you expect someone worthy to share yours, if yours is not even worth sharing with yourself ?
Experiment that with yourself first. Otherwise it often fails even if you meet the right one.
Convince yourself first before trying to convince others.
We are the good people. Don’t let the bad people force us and turn us into bad. We are just lazy dealing with our true problems.
(In the middle of writing this, I went to sleep, I dreamt of threatening my wife with a chopper, pleading mercy of her to treat me nicely. I needed my child by my side for her best benefit of having a father.
If you kept on tormenting me, I would chop you to death. So promise me never hurt me again.
The people in the room I scared away had called the police. They were now solemnly demanding the door be opened. I refused.
And I closed all the curtains. I knew it’s the death impending for my wife and then me.
When I thought of the sequences of things that should be done, I woke up.)
Because of that dream, I realized the agony of a psychiatrist while treating some of your stubborn cases.
A helper has to go deep into a victim’s life, to excavate all the remains and bury it.
While I went deep, I nearly buried myself.
As to my child, I don’t own her as my possession. Everyone has his own fate. Good or bad, is not in your say afterall.
The only person you have the absolute rights, is yourself, and yourself to decide your future.
What’s done was done. It’s only remedy ahead, if you decide to do good.
Yes. It’s a struggle. A big one indeed, in order to get what you really want !
Ugly and short ? I saw too many successful cases. It just depends on what you can offer.
Besides money, there are humor, happy-going, or playing dumb and innocent, and etc..
One word to include all ? Enjoy. Enjoy what you’re doing, and people like to flock around to share yours.
Well, cutting too. If that’s all you are capable of thinking and enjoying doing so.
Why do we like some movies and songs, but not felt the same by others ? Because we are in it, dissolved in it, delved into it. It’s us that matters. The same goes to relationship. Good or bad is decided by you.
It’s also you who decides the time for yourself to let go.
Compensation techniques—-
A boy will cry, for toys his parents refusing to buy, for hours and even pee on the floor as protest.
A person will be unwilling to go to school or work, after the holiday effect.
Or frustration after working long hours on something without progress.
As an adult, we know it’s not right to indulge thinking of defeat like that.
In place of damning the situation, we have to shift attention, to other things, little things that provide joy.
An elephant, so tamed, can be provoked into killing, with just prolonged tempting it with food that it can’t get.
We drool, when we see sour food. We feel irresistable when we see chocolate.
Long term suppressing the longing for something, our system malfunction.
The most common symptom is developing hate.
Of drug induced cases (belladonna, nightshade, atropine, puffer fish, opium, morphine, heroin, codeine, and etc.)
Those cause salivation. Long term without reward supply to our body as a compensation, we will kill ourself or others.
So, learn of your source of defeat, get rid of it or not to think about it, replace it with little things that serve as rewards to yourself.
We are all here searching for a solution.
Whether it be negative or positive, just a small thing can define our direction.
After may be a cup of coffee may even change our mind.
Have you ever thought of it, why ?
Is it too soon ? Is it too impulsive ? Am I doing right ? AM I THINKING RIGHT ?
No matter the situation, right or wrong, just remember to count in “Remorse” as a factor.
A snail just crawls its life for existence, but one can squash its life to perdition.
A child playing in the park stamping on the shelled snail with his foot, the 3 years old had to relentlessly and repeatedly stamped on it until a squashing sound let out, as if a cry of its last breath. His dad slowly clapped his hand as an approval of his son’s valiant act. The child just giddled there with joy. Soon the father saw the stain on his son’s shoe, and said “silly boy, look what you’ve done to your new shoe”. And then the child spotted another snail a few feet away and started to run for it. I just couldn’t help but say “stop”. The father from a distance was alerted and came forward as if to fend an attack. I ignored him and just picked up the snail and said “oh, she’s crying. Her father was squahed to death. Poor baby, she will be all alone and sad without a father to love !” The child just stood there dumbfounded twisting his fingers. And the father just stood there like a mute, seeing me taking the snail away. Not long I heard the child cry.
After a distance away from the crowd, I put it under some bush. Saying no words, no prayers, I just wish it crawl its way.
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You’ve debunked parts of life , with all it’s weakness and delusions .
You’ve made sense of the “bad” and replaced it with the “good” .
That itself is good enough . If only more people thought that way .
“Suicide, the last resort, often comes along with hate or ignorance.”
^^ If you really dwell in this , and put thought into it , some sort of truth is revealed and unleashed . Ignorance … we just can’t get enough . The master of deception . The workings of delusion . That quote was pure genius .
I can’t help and agree with what you’re trying to convey . The workings of motivation . There is an incentive behind everything , the problem is turning what’s bad for us into what’s positive for us . I guess some may call it a chicanery , I call it awakening . Maybe , just maybe . It really has me thinking , or lack there of . The moment , is really all there is .
Very intriguing (: !
Life is like a breeze blows, even you don’t see it, you don’t feel it, you know it, and at times it blows again.
Life is like a plant sprouts, you see it grows, it withers, and not long its root sprouts again.
Life is like a fetus inside a woman’s womb, giving signs of its existence to the pregnant, there she can feel it, and she knows it.
When the child born, she cries, he cries, because they know it, then the feel of life, sickness, and follows death.
Another baby cries again.
Kick the pop can, it rolls and rolls, the motion the sound, you know it, even one day be recycled.
The cloud, the rain, the stream, and then the cloud again.
And I just can’t at large tell things of what you not know, but one day you feel it, you’ll know it.
“And I just can’t at large tell things of what you not know , but one day you feel it , you’ll know it.”
I’m waiting for that day , I truly am .
Face them. Confront them. Those people you hate.
Although we will avoid any new debts that may involve us, we just walk away.
But those old seeds that planted inside you, has grown to an unbearable stage, you have to get it out.
Find those responsible, especially the source, pick your best opportunity, situation allowed for them to actually hear you out, your words should infiltrate their subconscious mind, let them feel your pain, your suffering.
They were the convicts, and still the convicts.
You have to give them sentences, for things they have inflicted you.
It’s not an eye for an eye. Jail term might have convicted them. But not their conscience.
Let them really feel your pain. Not the physical pain. But the emotional pain you have been enduring.
Let them weep, let them be regretted in their emotional pain. The ultimate cure for hate is they at last feel what you feel.
Then you’ll get your redemption.
Who knows, might in turn, you are also doing good deeds for their redemption too.
The high above system is to forgive them, letting them in lives to learn of their own ways.
You as a victim, also being a “habitant” in life, you have to solve it in your own ways too.
Humans possess the strongest mind power on earth.
Even soul and spirit related, the living human overcomes the deceased, the unliving and even the holy.
Humans are supposed to work things on their own, and at their will ONLY.
However the quest of human power from own spirit is already oblivious, outer forces will be closing in and intervene.
Those with loved lives that died, don’t trash their sacrifice.
They serve as the stepping stones for you ahead. Just remember that.
Keeping them in here with your obsessed memory will only impede their destined journey ahead and even ruin yours.
Please assure them and yourself that it’s their death well served. Guide them through with your light.
Of those spirits that know their ways, they won’t even be telling you any secrets at all.
Of all spirits coexisting on earth, we, living human possess the strongest in mind power, are keeping the peace.
That’s the LAW.
Western medical practice is to suppress and control, but cannot cure.
While Chinese traditional medical practice can balance the body.
To cure which parts of the body causing the illness is the main point.
Brain’s not functioning well does not mean that the brain alone has to be blamed.
There are kidneys, liver, spleen and so on. The main point is to balance the whole body.
The best doctors can even reshape a Bipolar disorder by using 5 different doses of herbs in five days.
Just ask the doctor, if he is uncertain, he may not be a capable doctor at all.
Of the Schizophrenia, may be cured in a month, the time spent is for the tissues of the brain to grow.
Chinese traditional practice is like this–checking the pulse at the wrists. At each hand, the pulse can be detected at 3 points on the wrist. And by using soft, medium and harder force on these points by 3 finger tips to detect. These make up 30 combinations of tell-tale signs. By checking 2 hands, the total is 60 tell-tale signs. From all these data, your body condition inside is like a map or a scan telling which parts has to be strengthened or relieved. Accompanied by watching your appearance and your tongue will provide a complete picture.
There was once a friend of mine diagnosed in China by pulse reading alone, told having a baby-size womb causing her infertility, and the x-ray report later confirmed that.
Pulse varies all the time. So each day should have pulse checked to prescribe each different combination of herbs.
Apart from the medical reason, there are times may be accompanied by some things alien. You can check it by using a simple compass. With all metal belongings removed, walk towards the compass set on the ground. If the compass deviates 1.5 degrees or more, you have some sort of alien matters, such as malignant virus or bacteria, which can be ridded off by chinese herbs.
If the needle turns a round or more, first ask for the help of a medium. Any human who causes the needle of a compass to turn by itself is abnormal.
Afterall, dying on the sake of unhealthy mind is unforgiven. You have the responsibility to take care of yourself, before you can take care of others, until then you are in no position to say love or be loved.
Even the incurable, just who defines the incurable !?
Four different approaches to cure. Usually a doctor will know only 1 or 2 ways.
1.. herbs (H5N1 ? virus ? vaccines ? I could just laugh.)
2.. massaging (the specific ducts or nerves passages relative to each organ)
3.. acupuncture (using very thin needles or heating specific points, in US Canada they have battery operated devices of similar effects with positive and negative posts for home use. Some just looking like a single pen.)
(The best acupuncturist can immobile a limb by just one needle. But the worst ones can kill you.)
4.. chi-kung (or Qigong , a kind of electro magnetic force or micro waves generated by the master’s hands, and some can generate power enough to pull or push you from 10 feet away.)
I stand lonely on tip of the mountain top, looking over all those ignorants.
What am I waiting for ? A strike of your lightning ?
And who made them ignorant in the first place ? It’s not me.
I see love, but I can’t reach love.
Though I’m the wisest of the wise. The sanest of the sane.
I have the power, but forbidden to use the power.
Still I’m suffering in this purgatory, how can you even expect those ignorants to behave !
On 2012-12-21, those prophets told of this date, so what ? I even know the exact time 20:16.
Are you punishing them all for not listening ? Go ahead, disrupt the electronics, let the man-made weapons destroy their own. But I didn’t make those !
You want them to learn, but you don’t teach.
This wondered me already since grade 1, but I dared not ask.
Now who’s the hypocrite here ?
Ok.. even I be a messenger here, NOW missions accomplished !