fuck my life. i hate it. i have no purpose. i give up on EVERYTHING.. my freidns all hate me, for nothing. i didnt do antrhing. my best friend for 5 years, just randomly screamed at me, for NOTHING!…i cant stnad the pain any longer. it hurts so bad. i want to DIE. NOW, soon. i want the pain to go away. but i wont. i cant change…im so far gone, it’d be better for everyone if i left. i cant stand being alone anymore. cutting doesnt help anymore. nothing does. no one does.