General dont know by unknown227 4/27/2010 written by unknown227 4/27/2010 i cant stop beign depressed, i hate my family and i have no real friends. my birthday is coming up… thats wen i plan to do it. im gona wait for noone to be home then dial 911 and make them come, ill probly hang myself 5 comments 0 Email Related posts Opening 12/2/2021 My Depression remains terminal – I wish there... 12/1/2021 I hate being right 12/1/2021 Path of self destruction 12/1/2021 I work outdoors, and today was 12/1/2021 Addiction 12/1/2021 horror versus terror 11/30/2021 My boyfriend killed himself 11/30/2021 Considering Euthanasia 11/30/2021 11/30/2021 5 comments MyChoice 4/28/2010 - 4:48 am you know sometimes when you when say to yourself “I hate my family, I hate my friends, I hate my life” it becomes a reality only because it’s an easy reality. Just try looking at things in a more positive light and you’ll find your way back. how old are you? I doubt anyone over 15 would kill themselves on their birthday if they knew their loved ones where thinking of them. Log in to Reply unknown227 4/28/2010 - 4:11 pm im 15, i probly wont get ur reply tho since ur leaving the site. good luck Log in to Reply Anna 4/29/2010 - 5:07 am Why dial 911 if you actually wanted to die? That’s more like attention seeking, ‘Look at me, I WAS going to kill myself’. If you’re serious, you wouldn’t waste the emergency service’s time. They’re job is to save people who WANT to be saved. And I’ve read all your posts and can’t quite work out your reasons for wanting to die. Depression, sure, but for this site to ‘work’, you need more detail than that. And in your most recent post you mentioned some girl? Other people aren’t worth killing yourself over. Don’t start ranting that I’ve said you shouldn’t kill yourself, so now you will, because firstly I hardly come on here anymore and also, you should try something else to distract you before you think about killing yourself. Pick up a guitar… bake a cake… fuck it, even start knitting. Because at the moment you’re not thinking straight and aren’t coming to the right conclusions. P.S I’m actually very pro-suicide. I generally think that if you want to, you should. So don’t think I’m telling you not to. I’m just saying you need to really think about it and your reasons for wanting to. Log in to Reply unknown227 4/29/2010 - 10:34 pm the reason that im going to call 911 is so they can at least take away my body so family dosnt hav to come home to see it. im bipolar so its weird, im happy now but then be depressed, i dont expec anyone to understand but i just want to be able to get it off my chest once in awile. thanks for reading my posts i didnt think really anyone did, id appreciate if u could help somhow but its ok. i cant type many words in this space but if i get a chance to ill post my whole story sometime. thanks for reading Log in to Reply Dust Devil 5/1/2010 - 3:08 pm Dealing with bipolar disorder is one of the toughest things in life, but many people have managed. All it takes is the right meds and you’ll be fine. I’m bipolar myself and I have several friends who are too. With a little practice we’ve all learned to deal with it. Life may not be perfect but we get to go to new places and do fun things we hadn’t thought of. I used to think there wasn’t one thing in all of life that I would enjoy doing but I was wrong about that. You can always kill yourself later if you want to, in the meantime you want to be sure you’ve done everything you could before you die. What if the Universe put you here for a purpose? What if you just get sent back and have to do it all over again?? LOL (jus sayin’) In the meantime, why not log onto [famous bipolar celebrities] and see how many other people are dealing with it too? You’re not alone my friend. Lot’s of us know exactly how you feel… and we love you for having the courage to face it with us! Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.