Empty

  April 8th, 2010 by twisted_anna

I hate what I’ve done to him. what he’s done to me.
I choke on my own self pity.
I cry out in pain.
 The tears fall down my cheeks.
Empty.
I feel empty.
Without him.
Without his warmth.
Care.
Want.
Desire.
Love.
I miss him.
He needs me.
I want him.
but now                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                             
He’s gone.
like a magician and his puff of smoke.
Just… Gone.

time freezes.
and i sit here.
alone.
pitiful                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                
can’t breathe.
can’t swallow.
drowning in the lost love.
of him.

of me.

                                                        our connection blood deep.
i feel what he feels
he feels what i feel.

He cries.
i cry.

I die.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                
he dies.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

we ly.

alone.
but together.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               
                               only with the essence of who we were
so yes.
emptiness is what i feel
without him.

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