I haven’t written poetry in years… but.. Charlotte has inspired me. So, I started writing again.
For Charlotte, I will write for you until you walk again.
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Wishful Thinking.
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My days fly by,
My head in the sky,
I’m tired of feeling alone.
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She’s not inn my life,
To cause pain and strife,
And yet, I still feel alone.
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I hold back my tears,
I fight my fears,
Why am I still so alone?
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I died when she left me,
I’m broken and empty,
My love has left me all alone.
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I dream of the day,
She returns, and I say,
Now, I’m no longer alone.
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I don’t understand how this works…. is anybody out there? Will somebody tell me it’s gonna be okay?1?
unencumbered of this dreadful pain of living, I shall endure no more… I have lived my life out,lived the marrow dry..I have breathed deep and selfishly,oblivious of the life around myself, I was then cut, so my wounded soul could escape. My life itself lost, never to be lived again.
Hey it’s Charlotte . Thank you for writing that it inspired me to think about another poem. I’m in my wheelchair it will get better I promise with my own two legs that it will get better.
Sorry for the senseless whining and rambling story earlier, I need to put it altogether. I was having an episode earlier, I’ve been having them on the regular here lately. Just the last few years, I’ve noticed my life really going to hell. It always was, but when mama left me, that was my worst fear, and it cam e true. I’ve been through a lot of things that I don’t even believe myself, it was like I was on the outside looking in. My friend was gonna take my life, and this peace came over me, and I didn’t feel the pain when my face was being crushed, I tried to keep smiling, no crying, that would only provoke him more, and make him prolong the torture. Now he’s gone, life goes on, so if this pain will ever end… will I be afraid to risk it all, or ever fall in love again.
wow amazing story did I actually inspire you?
Hmm? Are you asking Tita or me? You definitely inspired me. I stopped writing, and never let anyone read what I wrote, but by reading your poems and your story I realized that it would be a healthier way to vent my emotions than cutting…
yeah i was talking to you. Yeah its better than cutting