i think about suicide all the time my life sucks and i hate it .
i m still alive because of my family especially my mum
i hate my life everything is bad . I’ve been having hair loss for about a year now that’s one of the problems . I even have heart problems and i have about 1 month pregnancy and i still didn’t tell my boyfriend . I m 13 years of age i’ll be 14 soon . Sometimes i smoke because of stress and .
i hate my life so much. About a month ago i was going to jump off from a very high window from the school . But my friend stopped me sometimes i ask myself why does god hate me so much ? why does he have to give me all these problems i m still a 13 year old girl and i can’t handle all this on my own .
why do i have to live?
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Don’t die. I know middle school is the worst group of years in life(especially 13). I know this because I am 13 and am suicidal. But I still have to ask you the most mundane and obvious question. Why not a condom. Also. Dies your mom know? You don’t have to answer. If you want to talk. I’m here.
If you are going to be a mom, maybe that is a good reason to live? I am 40 and never had a baby. I did loose one when I was 17. But I would think that maybe a little baby can make you see the world in a different way? Maybe you can show the baby how to enjoy life? Maybe you can both learn together?
13 is young to have a baby – so if you are preg, you may need to get medical help to make sure your hormones are ok. At 13 your body is doing all sorts of wacky things anyway – chemicals in the brain that make you feel strange. Can you get any medical help at all?
Hope you will be ok. There are some fun things in life to be found.
77evergone77….wow do you really think patronizing is going to help her in any way what so ever? not the time or place.
I ‘ve been thinking about suicide since I figured out what it was. I started cutting myself before I was 5, and pulling my hair out, and picking. Now I know why. But back to being pregnant, I’ve had 3 abortions, that I now wish I didn’t have. Back then I was influenced by my mama, who’s passed over now, and other family members, cause 2 babies were biracial. I’d have a family now, my oldest would be 19. Now I have nobody. My granny was so ashamed of me, she didn’t want any of the family to know. She’ll be 90 this month, and God bless her, she’s very religious, but now that my mama, her youngest of 7, is gone, she and the rest of the family have nothing to do with me anyway. I have f—ing nobody. I want my mama and I want my children. And the daddy of the 2 biracial babies, I want him back, too. Thanks to my sister, she called the law drunk, when I called her for a ride cause he’d assaulted me. She don’t even remember what she said. But the state pressed charges, against my wishes, and now he’s back in the pen. She was ashamed at one time, too. She wasn’t looking out for me that night. She should have asked me did I needed her to call, now I’m just struggling day by day. I don’t have any reason to be here. If I wound up M.I.A. , they wouldn’t notice til they needed or wanted something. And right now, they’re covered for a very long time. And when that money runs out, she and her excuse for a boyfriend can go to our pedophile daddy. I can’t do that. So, I do what I hafta do, Keep you’re baby, one day it will be grown and you’ll have somebody to look after you and love you. You have a good reason to live, even if it don’t seem like it now. I don’t know nothing, I only know from experience. If you need me, I’ll be glad to be here. I can think about how to help you instead of thinking about suicide. I’d like to share my poems I wrote when I was your age, they were all so melancholy, and about dying, suicide. Let me know if you’re interested. K?
I’d like to read them
@germain51. Sorry for using somthing I don’t like to use often. My voice. Now I remember fully why I stopped speaking out until i came here. Because no one liked my voice not even me. I’m afraid to comment and to post because I know there are people like you and like the people I know who will do what you just did. I know I’m probably taking this “too seriously” or “overreacting” but why don’t you try to do somthing? Whatever. This is useless. As well as this site.
Goodbye.
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evergone
To Gray635
Okay. I don’t have them with me here, I’ll be sure and get bk with u when I go home. K?