I don’t want people to know that I’ve thought about killing myself. Because they’d just write me off as crazy. Especially teachers. But I want people to be aware of it, even if they don’t know who it is. So I write suicidal poetry and ‘accidently” leave it in classrooms or public or people to find them. Does anyone else feel that way?
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I hope thair typed. Someone might recognize your writing. Please be careful. And I do understand about the poetry except I hide mine (save some of my recent posts). Good luck.
The thing is though, that’s what I’m looking for. I want somone to find them, to know, but I don’t want to tell them straight up.
A bit. I’ve been a poet for a while and even had some recognition and fame as one at one time. You wouldn’t be able to tell with the poems I’ve posted on here, because you see only words, without any rhythm, beat, or instruments at all enhancing and backing them up. As far as people knowing, no one knows, I definitely prefer it that way. I don’t leave any hints for people or leave any of my poems anywhere, though I like that you do. The main reason I don’t though is only selfishness, I don’t want anyone trying to abduct my copyright – heh. I’ve told some family of mine recently “my back pain has been so bad lately, I feel like jumping off of a fucking bridge”, they know that I mean it since I’ve had chronic low back pain for 10 years now and they’ve seen me suffer with it. But no, I don’t want anyone to know that I’m suicidal, that’s why I come to this forum so that I can talk with people who also are, no need to hide anything here.
i did this with art. except then i hinted a touch to much, and now everyone thinks im a fuck-up.
your hands reach out
but nothing is there
you say that blad teases you
it lies there with nothing on it
not a single color
especially not red
you touch the blade
but it shatters
your touch too forceful
your eyes on fire
but without water
there is no one to save you
just a shattered blade
and the first thought of red
i meant to say blade tease you
its just a rough draft but what do you think?
I really really like it. It’s raw emotion. Nothing fancy. Just emotion. That’s where the term ‘ emo’ comes from. Emotional. People have twisted emotion into something awful. But this is straight up emotion. Not twisted not lies. Just truth. I know this spounds like bullshit but I just really like it.
I love it. It’s a lot better than what I write. (please don’t contradict)
thnx i try.. okay heres another
The cry is silent
the air to still
there is no shield
just the wind that rages
on forever
never letting up
you want the wind
to sweep you off the cliff
to tired to fight
yet you try anyways