Suicide. My beautiful suicide.
There are those people who can’t commit suicide because they can’t take that step, they don’t have the guts.
There are those people who can’t because they are scared to leave people behind. hah. wow.
There are those people who just don’t because they are too scared of surviving with brain damage or paralysis or some shit.
That’d be me. 😛
I’m constantly being reminded of how much i hate people and how much this world sucks, yet I still choose to live in it. Because i’m a dumb ass chick who doesn’t want to end up alive in the end. Well then I guess there’s another part of me that wants to not succeed because that part wants to see how much people truely care….idk. It’s stupid.
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I know what it is you feel. I wish I had the strength to kill myself. Nothing in this world worth living for. You’re not the only one with this feeling.
I just meant to say that, you’re not alone in how you feel. Last line came across offensive I think. Sorry! I identify with what you wrote.
Truly I am sorry…But please bare with it. I don’t know your life, I don’t know what you have been through. And I can’t know what you’ve been through because simply I’m not you.
I can’t say I understand because I don’t, now do I?
Yes the world can be a horrible place but thats life. Really it is. Life has ups and downs and you seem to be angry with the fact that you only get downs while others get ups you receive downs.
It’s unfair. But truly if you move on for long enough this road will guide and bless you with light, you will surely gain happiness because you have fought a long way. In the end, I promise you happiness.
well your right about not having the guts, I know heaps of ways to kill myself but in end I only want to go out my way so now I wait for that chance (i’m gonna jump).
you seem like you want help or to see how much people truly care, help is always available when you need it so don’t stop yourself from getting it if you truly want it, I’ve thought about seeking help but I don’t want it, I’d say the reason but I doubt others will like me saying that to another suicidal person.
It’s not stupid at all. I think most people wonder who would be hurt by their absence. I know I always wonder who would cry at my funeral, or show up. I know it is SO hard to get through life every day but the one thing that’s keeping me strong is being able to prove everyone wrong, maybe not now or in 5 years, but eventually. I’m a strong believer that when people grow older, they get to make their own choices, and they get to turn their life around. What more can someone want than the beauty of controlling your own life?
I think that people on this site are 2 types. Some of them want to help, and others just can’t kill themselves because of reasons you have wrote. People who can do it are not visiting this site regulary heh.
2 AngelsDivine: I don’t think that when people grow older then they can turn their lifes around because they (we??) are just a prisoners. Prisoners of their own genes, history, prisoners of society. So it’s the same shit just a little bit different. Sorry to be so pesimistic, or have I say realistic?
people truley care about U and you dont need to test it with your passing, life life like you woul in your dream, get a lifepartner to help u keeping going strong!