This is my story i guess… I grew up with two parent and my younger sister Jaidyn. My mothers Bipolar and my dad has i guess minor anger contolling problems i dotn know how to put it. I hated being home and i was always close to my grandma my mom would always say she stole me away right when i was born i practically lived with her whenever i wasnt in school . In june she died in a car accident and i was torn just before she died my parents divorced of my mother who was cheating and a custody battle began my mother has my younger brother and sister while i live with my dad and his soon to be wife and new baby brother im 13 i have wonderfull friends but my dad he always brings me down calls me a mothy brat he tells me to pack my stuuf and leave its gote violent before he abuses me emotionally but i stay i always tell myself its becasue of my friends but i wonder if thats the real reason i dont know suicide has been a thought but i wont i cant wait fro the day i turn 18 and get the hell out of here his girlfriend is no better she hates me silently she kicked my brother out and she trys to get me out her life rvloeves around her baby and my dad im the outcast here im alone and my mothers diffrent she abused me when i was younger and i hated her for that i guess i dont no what to do sometimes i dont know if i can take it i have once mad the mistake of telling a not true friend … my best friend used to be the same but her dad is changeing so he says he doesnt touch her or scream but alll the while my dad gets worse im so alone in this world and alomost 6 years till i can leave this hell hole
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I know it feels like it’ll take forever. When I was 13 my mom met her boyfriend. He was emotionally abusive and didn’t mind smacking me around from time to time. I moved in with my grandma, who’d pretty much raised me. She died a year later and I had to go back and live with my mom. I guess what I’m trying to say is, I can sympathize.
I wish I could tell you it gets easier, but then I would be lying to you. You get used to it though. I can’t give you any answers as to what you should do. But I can give you some advice that I learned the hard way. Do what’s right for you. You are the most important person you know and if you aren’t happy then you need to fix it.
Friends are awesome. If it hadn’t been for mine then I wouldn’t have survived past 14. You aren’t alone in this world. I know it feels like it sometimes but I know that you have someone who cares for you. Trust your friends to help you when you need it.
18 will come. It’ll feel like forever but you’ll grow stronger from the experience. Just don’t become bitter. Always keep your eyes on the future and don’t EVER let anyone tell you you’re not good enough or that you don’t matter. Because you do.
I’m a bit confused with your siblings because you said you grew up with your parents and younger sister jaidyn, then you said in the custody battle your mother got your younger brother and your dad got you but then you said your dads girlfriend chucked out your brother… I was just pointing that out, maybe you could elaborate for us.
I’m sorry to hear about your Grandma. do you have any favorite uncles/aunties who maybe you could move in with?
I don’t know what to say about the abuse your going through but others who will soon login should be able to understand you more.
others who will soon login should be able to understand you[r situation] more.
I don’t think you’ll make it to 18. Try a lower age. Or move out.
You have to learn from your parents mistakes and grow to be nothing like them. (at least not the bad parts) Eventually they’ll look to you for help and maybe you can even make them into better people. You could carry on for your brother… I know that I could have done with a big sister like you when I was growing up. There are always ways to move out. Maybe you could speak to your school’s councillor. There are always ways to move out.