April 28th, 2010 by just_there

why is it that i cant open up?

im always the girl who covers up her pain with a smile

im scared of anyone seeing the real me

the one who takes pills, drinks, and cuts

its not right i know

but it feels so good

in a way i wish someone would find out

just so they know the real me

but what if they hate me for it

i want someone to actually care

even though i dont care anymore

im not the perfect daughter my parents have built me up to seem

but they deny me being anything other than that

i dont think i can go on much longer

the only reason im still here is because i want to say that i at least made it to high school

only 5 more months then

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