I don’t believe that there is some benevolent being watching over us all: Someone who is making sure that in the end we all come out square.
However, I do have a feeling that someone is assigning to me this tremendous pain I feel. What I can’t figure out is why?
Am I that Karmically fucked up?
I didn’t ask to be here. I didn’t ask to be born.
Apathy has become my existence.
I just want to go.
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Your posting made me think of this guy named Gavin who writes on a variety of topics…googling suicide brought me to his site, check this out
http://www.framingbusiness.net/archives/48
I am not endorsing your wish to die, just acknowledging that the “gift” of life isn’t necessarily our responsibility to treasure, as evidenced by your assertion.