Me at my school seeing my dead boyfriend. i think im going crazy.
me: Why did you leave?
him: Because you wouldn’t listen to me.
Me: that didnt give give the right to do it.
Him: yes it did. i told you not to go.
Me:Â Come back. I wont do it again i promise.
Him: Its to late im gone. you should have thought twice i just did that to protect you and you just went behind my back and did what you always have done.
Me: But i had to i didn’t do anything wrong you were just to scared to do what anyone else would have done. you didn’t do what you had to do.
Him: I’m sorry you cant pin this one on me. this was all you.
Me: Why are you here?
Him: You’ll see. goodbye.
YES I AM CRAZY…
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This is very curious, did you actually see his ghost or is this some kind of poem or something similar. Could you please explain everything that happened, only if you want to of course.
no i was at school going to one of my classes i was late like always and i fell because im a clutz and i was getting up and someone helped me i looked up and it was him i know what i saw because i remembered him so clearly i mean i no what ii saw i remembered him but i found it impossible. how could he have helped me up see so thats why i think im crazy and i heard him talk like we would be talking but at the same time i was like he dead i new that no one else could see him because a boy walked by and asked who i was talking to.
yeah….. i mean, if he killed himself i can undrstand how easy it is to see someone… to think you hear them…. i still talk with my brother and i know what he was going through so i have “exhanges” in my head a lot with the memory of him…. it hurts.
but even if he did kill himself, or fi he did it after a fight or a breakup – he couldn’t have really known what he was doing to you and if he did that’s awful and you don’t deserve that pain or guilt. i’m serious.
either way, please keep venting, come back and maybe tell your story a little more if you feel like. there are lots of open ears and hearts here. we’re kind of all going through something awful and unbelieveably shitty together so there’s nothing you can say wrong or whatever. hope to see you around.
(hug)