im a 28 yr old who feels like hes telling just another sad story and yeah i kno some people prob do have it worse but they are not me and i am not them. it all started anout 4 yrs ago when i left my kids mom who are now 7 and 4 we had previously broken up numerous tome cuz we just had different live and we werent really a couple. she took the break up pretty hard and moved 12 hours away telling mre she would be back and i feeling sorry for her let them go little did i kno she jusrt recently moved to 3 states over no i have no rights cuz i didnt act like i should have but she always let me talk to them and c them even though she takes all my money every month. 3 yrs later i finally start dating someone and i cant talk to my kids this person i am dating is amazing the most amazingperson ive met but i started pushing her away about a 1 and ahalf yrs later and now im back to being depressed i have gotten intruoble with a dui and just lost my job and cant pay my child support even if i did wrk and have lost the love of my life and have no way to talk to my kids in the last wk. even if i do go on i can never be with anyone cuz i am just a burden financially i took pills twice first time ever but wish ihadnt sold my gun.
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You’ve had it rough. But let me say something: just because you have some troubles staying on your feet, does NOT mean you are a burden. If you love her and the kids, really love them, don’t take yourself away from them permanently. Yes, you can’ contact them now, but what about when their older? They’ll have their own means to talk with you.
Also, if you don’t even TRY to get back on your feet, what will they think? Every child wants to have a father with them, someone they can look up to. If you feel like you are a burden, that is what you’ll eventually become. Before you decide to really end it, try to get back on your feet. Don’t let pride get in the way of recovery. If you get a DUI, then stop drinking before driving. If you’re depressed and what to drink, do it at home where you’re safe.
I suggest doing your best to stay upright and when you feel like you’ve been doing well, find a way to show them.
If you really want to kill yourself… that is your choice.
I can’t tell you what to do, just suggest some things. I wish you the best, whatever your decision is.
(BTW, if you can, don’t bother using guns. They are way too messy, especially when you mess up the suicide attempt.)