I had a friends who always said she hated me and wanted me to burn in hell. I thought she cared and help her with school and other things. I hung out with her when she needed someone to hang with. She beats me up alot has broken my nose and i had to get surgery from it. We get in alot of fights almost everyday and yesterday she lost it and so did i. I said many things i didnt mean but knew i would never be albe to take back. But I was so upset i cuted my wrist, hands, legs, and my arms. I dont know what do……………
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To me it sounds as if you have been wasting your time on a girl who does not deserve your time or effort. I have no idea who you are, but no one deserves that treatment. It’s not fear, i say avoid her, stop wasting your time on her, your better than that.
It sounds like you already know that she’s been using you. It may have been intentional, or it may not have, but either way she seems to be a bit violent for a “friend”. I think it would be a good idea to… well, not ‘avoid’ her, but kind of keep some distance. Don’t just give her the cold shoulder, be polite and courteous, but that’s all you need to do. If she really needs people to hang with, and to help her with stuff, she needs to learn how to treat people first. As for cutting… don’t. There isn’t any point. All it does is give you scars–it doesn’t solve the problem. In fact, it adds to it. Instead, find something you can break, or punch, or kick, or something. Scream into a pillow while you do it, if you have to. I hope you’ll find a suitable solution soon!
It got worse today we got in a bigger fist fight. I just feel as if there is a better person in her. I just really want her to accept me but i dont know what to do anymore i just really cant handle it anymore :/