I know they’re are people worse off than me. But, to me; my problems are too hard for me!
Uhmm, lets see. Mymom abuses me. Every damn day of my life. My Dad could give two shits less about me. I’m COMPLETELY in love with a guy who hates me. My neice now has lukemia. My grandma is slowly getting very very sick. I have no one in my life who cares. i NEED him; but he don’t care. i need a reason to stay, or im gone..
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i want to sucide because my dad and mom hate me my life is over
You have me 🙂
You are experiencing what everyone has experienced when falling in love.
If you love, you can not expect him/her to love you the way you want too.
All you could do is to give him/her no reason why not to love you…
Being rejected is experienced by anyone, even actress, actor, model, crazy, dumb, scholars, geeks and etc.
Lukemia and other diseases is also a part of life since the very beginning.
You have a reason to stay… my dear, your niece, your grandma won’t be happy seeing you like that, don’t you think. They are fighting for their life and you are trying to quit.
That guy, if you love him? Show him your worth. Focus on some areas where you can make yourself more productive, attractive or be someone who can be easily adore by not just a single man.
Take ONE DAY AT A TIME. Don’t push yourself so much thinking about the negatives. It will come to pass and believe me, there are two options for you now. That is to be a quitter or a winner in your life.
Wouldn’t you like to know if your niece will recover or your grandma getting well? Or be courted with a more attractive and lovely man?
Stay positive and never think about dying anymore.
Oh I agree with triss on this one. Don’t you want to know what life has in store for you? I remember a long time ago I couldn’t see my future, I still can’t, but if I could have seen what I have now I would never have attempted suicide. I am just glad I was a screw up and failed because it has been over 35 years and even though I have had some hurts it has all been worth every bit of it!! Hang in there I tried when I was 14, I took all the asprin we had in the house. The entire bottle. I didn’t want sympathy, I wanted to never feel pain again. Obviously I didn’t die. Have I felt emotional pain since then? Oh yes, much worse than I ever imagined at that young age. But ask me if I have felt joy and I will show you pictures of three of the most beautiful children on earth, a wonderful husband, and grandchildren that bring me happiness I still feel I don’t deserve. I never tried again though the thought creeps in every decade or so mostly because I have low self esteem and struggle with some depression. But I am here to tell you, WAIT! Pray and think long and hard before you you do something you can never undo. If I could have seen a “Good day glimpse” of the life I have now, I would never have tried that day. I thank God I was not sucessful. Do I always have happy days? No and I can’t say you will never feel bad again, but I promise if you wait, you will one day be so very very glad you did. I wish I had the power to let you see a “Good day glimpse” in to your future, but all I can do is tell you I can guarantee it is out there if you wait for it. ♥ Life is like a mystery and we can’t jump ahead to the end, we have to read the whole book and hope they make it in to a movie with a really sexy star playing our part! ♥
Sometimes life is shitty but it can get so much better if you give it a chance….dont let people around you influence you to think that your life isnt worth living babe….stick it out and eventually things will slowly but surely fall into place…and no lie if you ever wanna talk about anything you can talk to me…im preetttyy cool hahah