im lost

  May 7th, 2010 by sleepwalker1986

well im an illegal immigrant so everyone treats me like scum. bad things always pile up on me and when i ask for help i always get told im being a whiny *****.most of my family cant stand me an a girl i was with for a few years left me.we were engaged but she said i was too good and didnt know how to react to that so she was cruel to me and eventually we broke up.its hard to find a job in my situation.my friends seem to have alienated me and i attempted suicide by swallowing a bottle of pills.amazingly enough i didnt die.instead i laid in bed for 2 days and couldnt walk talk or eat.now i wanna die still but dont know how i will do it.what should i do? im a loving caring guy.why do i deserve such heartache?

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