You stood there and said nothing,
when i asked why you just smiled
i cried…
you laughed and walked away
i just stood there and stared.
i remembered then..
this is your hell.
you can make my life hell
taunt me, tease me,
hurt me…i cant stop you.
everyones says your different but
no one knows you till they have given there life to you
then they see the truth behind the smile,
the stories you spin.
and now they cant back out.
you might be dead but
you walk amoung us.. not letting us forget
this is your world
your hell
and we cant control what happen.
You play a game, a game i know so well
so many have lost,
they dont know how lucky they are.
sometimes i sit and think
how could it have been if i never would have met you
The Devil.
when you died i thought it was over
i cried for you thinking it was Finally over.
but i was sad because i loved you.
But i saw you standing over me
and i new it wasnt over
the game had just began.
3 comments
You obviously have a deep soul and the sensitive heart of an artist. Those are the very worst kind because they allow for so much pain. Please stop allowing your mind to convince you that this painful game of “nobody loves me” is necessary or healthy and start learning how to love yourself right now. Begin by understanding that while women dream of being in love, men dream of having sex. It’s a wonderful experience but it depends completely on both of you pretending to be perfect and that’s an easy recipe for disappointment. The moment you notice that he isn’t perfect you will start to fall out of love with him and begin looking for your next prince charming. He will do the same in time. Once you understand the nature of these things you can look at the bigger picture. You are here for many reasons. The universe has big plans for you. It may force you to look closely at your choices and to expand your heart in ways you never imagined. If you found love even once my dear, it only proves that all your systems are working properly and you can easily find it again. Every time you find it will be better than the last. Ask anyone who has been in love before and you will see. Your heart will grow stronger and you will learn to be more than you thought possible. Tell you mind to shut up, you are growing and you will get through this. You are not half the person you will be one day if you stay with it. People are counting on you. J
Seemed like the best front-page post to post these lyrics:
‘This world is a cruel place, and we’re here only to lose
So before life tears us apart let death bless me with you’
It sounds like a beautiful dream, a dream that i dreamed all my life
& it never happened cause i am a dream that never happened, all the regrets in my life for real love, all my doubts getting in the way as it
maybe to late for me to find love, i am not real, i’m unable to love anyone for real, as i only push them away so many times, it’s only a matter of time, when i know what i must do, everything happens for a reason, nothing special about my life just alot of hurt, pain & loneliness, it’s too bad for me, everybody deserves a second chance but not me cause i’m
afriad to live & be happy, i’m a big disappointment to my best friend & my family, that’s why it is better if i wasn’t here no more, let someone else
live that dream.