Where’s the silence?

Don’t acknowledge what people say about you , and if they get in your face beat the fuck out of them , in pure honesty . nobody deserves to be brutalized like that , by anyone , not even one person , and once you prove yourself to them it’s guaranteed that they’ll stop . try to deviate from them a bit , tell someone you trust , or someone who can put an end to the situation (preferably an adult) and stagnate the bullying , if not one day you’ll explode and do something that you’ll end up regretting , whether it’s towards you or someone you love or someone you hate , but it’s sure to affect lots of people including you , and just don’t let it get to that point .

The kids in your school (or environment) sound really immature … are you by any chance in junior high ? I haven’t heard anyone mention the word poseur in a long time (probably like 4 years ago when I was in 6th grade) and it was usually from the “emo kids” to other emo kids that were supposedly “wannabes” … i really don’t understand the whole emo culture too much but i know that there’s a lot of pressure in middle school and even high school sometimes . As long as you accept yourself , who cares if a few others won’t accept you ? I know it seems like a lot now but everyone grows up , and the immaturity eventually diminishes (for the most part , unfortunately some people never do grow up , and that’s pretty sad) , some of us just grow up faster than others , and sometimes it’s hard for more mature kids to fit in with people their age because they’re criticized or left out because of their mind difference , and it sometimes happens when that kid has emotional problems they’re dealing with due to various factors , and so then it all adds up .

The best advice I can give you is to stay strong , i know it doesn’t sound like much , but it’ll get you by until you’re old enough to start living your life the way you want to , unfortunately most kids are born into environments they absolutely dread , believe me . but like i said , if it gets too bad defend yourself , if you can’t avoid it by ignoring them do something about it , whether you fight them or tell someone about it it’s all up to you , but don’t do something too drastic that will end up putting anyone in danger , it’s just school drama , and i know it’s painful , but it passes , don’t succumb to this stage in life , you still have so much to live for , and it’s only a few years , and you’re still young once you get out of it , probably so young that you’re not even the drinking age yet , so it’s not worth to cut yourself and scar yourself in the future for the current assholes you’re encountering now , they may think it’s all good now because they feel really powerful in school for being douche bags but most of those people end up being nothing for the rest of their life , and when life takes a bad turn on them they won’t know what to do because they’re so used to being babied and in control of their little “playground” , but life is bigger than a high school , in fact , all the highschools in the world don’t even add to 1/10 of the world , so that’s less than 10% . By now you should have lots of tolerance (even though i understand that it’s running out) and i’m sure that this has taught you a lot in life (even though it’s been unfair) , and you’ve got one advantage that they don’t have , emotional experience (and i’m not talking about love) , because in this world you gotta be strong if not you’ll collapse , and that’s what happens to all these mini douche bags lol .

Don’t worry , you’ll be okay , just stay strong and never forget who you truly are . (: