chelseagarvey

i wonder why i am here i really do.
i can have everyone around me and still feel lonely i dont belong here , i dont belong anywere im a nobody im worthless , this sadness has gone on for too long now ive gotten to the stage of pushing everyone away from me yes its my own fault but no one understands me they look at me and ask me whats wrong , why do you self harm your just stupid grow up. but i cnt help it try living as me try having the feelings i do ? try sitting here on a night crying thinking that your better of dead thinking everyone would be happy , it kills it hurts and i hate it. sucide is my goal it might hurt the ones i love and yes its selfish and you have to think of others first but when youve felt like this for this long it gets to much and there seams to be only one way out , :'(