my name is patrick, and im 14. i think about suicide every day. i dont know why i feel this bad every day, but everybody around me at school hates me. i dont think they know i hate myself more than they possibly could. im 5 foot 6, only one hundred and 4 pounds and im not good at anything athletic or academic. every time i make a friend they end up hating me a few months later. im just genuinely pathetic and i dont know what to do i want to leave my city and never come back. im too scared to run away because i am not strong enough to be alone. i dont know what to do
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Be patient, time goes by, you grow older and become strong and forget all these bitter memories. Try to find sth positive in yourself, try to improve some of your skills that you like, when you have sth to offer then others will be attarcted toward you.
Good Luck
Poor kid.
I know how it is to be a depressed teen, im a 17 year old girl.
It upsets me that depresion is hitting kids at younger ages these days.
You seriously have your whole life ahead of you, so much to look forward to. You just need to find that something in your life to live for.
Everything will get better, Patrick. I promise.
Jen x
I was depressed at 13 everyone teased me but i got through by ignoring them little bastards,some of them we are all in our 40s are very unhappy people and i reacon its karma so hang in there try to talk to someone you trust and always know you are not alone!!!xxxxxxx