Oh, I’ m feeling so desperate right now.
I don’t see anything else than this four walls of my bedroom.I mean, no future, nothing.
There is no exit. No one to save me from myself.
I’m so sick of writing about the same stuff over and over again, but I can’t feel anything else.
I need to end it all but I have no how. I can’t stand the idea of pain. Psychologic or physical.
Oh damn. I hate writing this boring stuff but I need to vent somehow.
There is nothing I can do to put myself up, there is no excitment about anything at all.
I was very good at dreaming awake, I imagined one thousand situations, one thousand situations where I was happy. Now I can’t do it. I feel really stupid doing that because I know that none of them will come true. Not even one.
There is nothing more for me.
I’m in a dead end. I don’t know what to do. I can’t do nothing. Damn, it hurts like hell.
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I know how you feel but dont kill yourself. Religious or not God will help you. People will help you. Every person has potential and a reason to live. I dont know who you are but ima pray for you even if you do decide to end it ima still pray. Stay Strong bro. One Love. You have friends all around you waiting for you, just find them.
I feel the same. Exactly the same. I have posted a story today but I think you put it better than me… If you want to talk reply to this