I am a recovering 15 year old female. What am I recovering from? Suicide! For the past few years, I’ve been suicidal and didn’t think things would get better. Man, was I wrong. When my boyfriend stepped into my life, I just knew things were getting better. He is the love of my life and I wouldn’t trade him for the world. I actually attempted suicide, I didn’t just have thoughts. I am judged nonstop because of my problems of suicide in the past. Even though I would never judge anyone else, they still judge me. We just have to move on and be happy. Realize things will get better, if you are patient. Look at me: I’ve never smiled the way I smile when I am with my boyfriend.
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LadyInTheShadows,
I’m glad to hear you’re recovering.
What’s following up, is taking more care of your boyfriend.
While around your family’s gathering, don’t let him feel like being a visitor.
If you can’t make him feel like the no.1 man around your family, then at least a guest of honor.
The pride of a man..you know !
Some superficial gestures you can do, such as touches, glances.
Just to ease him up.
He’s a good man, showing the readiness to front things for you.
But you have to disarm his tense. Shouldn’t worry that much.
A man that bears too much unnecessary responsibility will soon find grudge.
The good effect of chain reaction you’ll sure find out later in yourself, after he’s relaxed.
My wish here all the best.
im really glad to hear how well you’re doing, and congratulations on your boy =) i hope you consider checking this site every once in a while and commenting on peoples’ posts, because i find it often helps to talk to someone who has been in the same position. good luck with your recovery!