I am not the most beautiful girl out there. If I don’t say so myself I look downright ugly. I am over weight but that does not mean people can yell it at me and sing it to me. I am 224 and 5’ 7â€. I know what I look like and I know that I need to lose weight but people can shove it. I wake up and I’m still here. I just wish I can find one person to as I am pretty before I die. I know I am just ranting here but dam. They don’t see the scars and the pain in my eyes. They don’t see I can’t pull myself up anymore. But they add there shit to mine and I have to deal. My parents don’t even know I’m here. The world could sallow me whole and they would care for the first child more.
My world collides with the bad the ugly and the fucked up. Let me know if you feel the same.
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I do; I deal with a lot of the same problems. I’m overweight, and people just LOVE to point it out. Especially the skinny people who don’t have a god-damned problem in their perfect little lives. I could hang myself in the fucking living room and my family would only say, “GOD-DAMN IT SMELLS LIKE SOMEONE DIED IN HERE! GET SOME AIR FRESHENER!!!”
And then people act like I’m their personal shrink. Yeah, I think I understand a lot of what you’re going through. But right now, the only things we can do are either keep going, or end it all.
Every time I try to lose weight my own parents put me down. Hell I can’t even get a boyfriends because it is a big joke. Life itself is a joke. I’m not the answers to there problems.
Im sure you are very beautiful!!! Anyone who doesnt belive in you shouldn’t matter to you. I would hope you family would be supportive…I’m very sorry you have to go through this. Just try your best and be yourself and people will realize you truly are beautiful(: <3
Best Wishs,
Tori, age 14, Califonia
I know what you feel like…I’m an english guy nearly 20 years old and for the best part of my life I was seriously over-weight…and believe me people let you know about it…I’ve lost a lot, but not all, of the weight now…but really my confidence just hasn’t caught up with me…I’ve made the mistake of giving my heart away twice and it crushes you so terribly…ironically when I was over weight one of the things I wanted most was a girlfriend…guess all I can say to you is everyone is different…my tastes in women aren’t traditional I find girls attractive that most others don’t and plenty of other men do too…if you wanna chat sometime my email is jamesbond_541@hotmail.com believe me I know how weight can destroy your life…