me and my grandfather will both be dead in a couple of months. He will die of cancer. I will die of Depression. I never talked to him alot but i went to a gathering to pay respects and at one point everyone leftÂ the areaÂ except me and him. We ended up in the same room at one point and i remember thinking, me and him are the only one staring death in the face and no one else can see it yet. But we didnt say a word to each other. We just acknoledged that we would be both in the same place soon. Now we both tie up our loose ends. Though i have more loose ends them him. He was a man who did everything right. He just had to say goodbye to his friends and family and i love you to his wife. I cant say goodbye to anyone besides my two closest friends but they dont know how bad i am and i dont want to warn them. and i could say i love you to the girl i love with all my heart but she wont care at all.