I have recently come back to suicidal thoughts after a few years away from them.
I have recently taken a huge step in an attempt to improve my life, I have moved from the UK to the US to be with a partner that I once let get away from me. But now that I am here I find myself isolated in the house when she goes to work, I have no transport, no money and no-one to talk to most of the day. When she gets in from work she is exhausted and in no way able to cope with my feelings and her son (20) is to immature to be able to help. I have also burnt my bridges in the UK and now have nothing to return to, I am at my wits end and find myself once again conidering ending my life.