I have this obsession with the number 23, I always think I’m gonna die on the 23rd… or when I see the number, something bad is gonna happen. I’m leery of posting anything right now. And, I’m embarrassed for even bringing it up. But, I’m going even more insane than I already am. Does anybody else have this OCD? As far as suicide at this moment, I don’t know how I feel, just that a few people around me are agitating the fuck out of me and could possibly drive me to hurting myself. I already have the potential, and they know it, so why don’t they quit pushing me?! If I wasn’t so lonely, I wouldn’t be around certain people. What am I gonna do……
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isnt there a movie on some guy being obsessed with the number 23?
well i wish i knew hey if you wanna talk to me i can give you my email i am a friend to all. also all my friends come to me for help so i wanna help other people to even if they dont know me
EMAIL; xxKXWxx@yahoo.com
27 4LIFE
I wanna be unofficial member of the club
Dude I have the EXSACT same thing. My lucky number is 33. Whenever I see it I do a few physical rituals (cross fingers, shake my head twice, etc.). When I see 33 somewhere it gives me hope that I’m going to have a good day and good things are coming.
The other side is 33 plus ten. I can’t even type the actual number because I’m that superstitious about its unluckiness. When ever I see it I have a similar set of rituals to ward off the bad luck.
I don’t have OCD but this is something I’ve been doing for ten plus years now and truly believe in. I even had the number 33 tattooed on my back to bring me good luck and ward off bad luck. So your not crazy…maybe I am, but I’m sure there are people way more OCD and strange about numbers than you.