so tired of havin to put a fake smile on so ppl will leve alone, n i don think its fare for sumone to pump ur stomach wen ur trying to kill urself , i just don kno nemore im so tired of the memories i hav that wont leve its like a moster tareing me apart from the inside, its so hard to make it thro a day all i can think bout is ways to kill myself thats all that goes thro my head sumtimes that an that im ugly n no one will ever want me i hate having these scares remebering wat there from everytime i look at them, how i got a cig put out on my arm cuz i didnt wanna die my hair………..all i hav is pain inside thats it nothing else im gone allready besides this body that holds me here, ive been trying to cum up wit a plan one that no one can interfer wit or stop me from doing, maybe walking in front of a train is a good idea
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I feel the same way…why am i still here??? I hate trying to be happy infront of people…why is it a crime not to be freaking okay,,, what the f are they seeing???
Why not try give yourself more happy memories to counteract the bad ones, they don’t have to be over the top they can be countless little things that you enjoy and make you happy, like a sunset walk or something. I know it sounds dumb but it can’t hurt.
You sound like your 14-17, you’ve got a LOT of time ahead to find a partner in life if you want one, idk if your in school but all relationships there are usually based on 2 things: looks and popularity, therefore those people are assholes.
im 21 by the way
oh. Sorry. I don’t really know what to say about real life dating, you don’t have to have a partner, there’s still a countless things you can do in your life then devote it to another’s . Think of all the money gone, pointless arguments, trust vs. no trust etc. that is “generally” a relationship.
But that’s just my opinion, don’t take it serious cause I suck at this^ kind of advice.