Hello I was reading all of your lives and how everyone is feeling and I just wanted to say hello, and that I too have had a very interesting live when it comes to it being a happy one. I have had allot of good things in my life, but I just don’t know why I can not get away from this poor me feeling. There are days that I can be on top of he world, but then all it takes is one or two items to bring me back to earth and I just want to close my eyes and keep them closed for good! I have had this roller coaster life for over 40 years and I guess it can help to talk about it. I have sat in the chairs of professionals just to have them miss direct me with all of their logic and guidance to come to a more then realisation of my real feelings about myself. Any way I thought I would start small and go from here. Remember that life is real and the fact that we are living in it doesn’t mean we have to be unhappy. Talk about it, but you have to really say what is on your mind to make it work. That is what I think these days.
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The fact you have survived this for over forty years gives me hope, thank you.
Hope, that is a very strong and emotional word but when you say it you can feel like life is on your side, and that you can stand up and look your self in the eye and make your next step in life mean something, it can mean just a little bite, but to us that is huge!!! I am thankful for many things, but most of all for just being me!!!!!
Do you still see professionals? Or feel they ever helped you? I saw one when I was a child but felt they did nothing. I feel now if I saw one they’d have no real understanding of thoughts I have.