on the surface my life doesn’t look to bad, parents deforced maybe a problem, but not in poverty by anymans standards, I’m not exactly thick either, I think. but underneath all this I wish I was dead. My parents aren’t devorced, my dad left to be a woman (i’ve got nothing against that, but the way he done it broke my heart), we’re actualy struggiling to keep me at my school. I went into a deep depression for months, i don’t know how long because I can’t remember. I relied so hevily on my then girlfriend that I ended up forcing her away, she pretends to be a good friend, but I know she actualy wishes I had died. right now I’ve got hardly any friends and I’m a shell of the bright and happy teenager I was, I can’t look in the mirror without hating my own reflection. I don’t want to die, but moments like this, I can’t see tomorow coming, and it makes me wish I’d jsut get it over with so that I never have to go through it again. if anyone wants to help please do, you’d be the first for a long time.
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hi,
im sorry to hear about the pain you have.
however, im sure no one would wish death on you. n if ur sure she does, ignore it bc you dont need her or anyone in the world to make you happy. take charge of your life n control your emotions. it is all on you to make ur life what you would want it to be, there are some things in life that may never go back, but try to make the best out of it. we all have obstacles in our lifes that lead us to depression and suicidal thoughts, but we have to learn how to cope with it. and i understand how you feel bc i too fell in depression for a while and i am not the same happy-who cares-person who i used to be, but i try making my everyday life a little easier on me. u have the power to be happy 🙂
i hope this really did help u and everything turn out fine in ur life.
im really truly sorry for how you feel. i wish i could give you some of my happiness (trust me i have way to much of it anyway) and infuse you with it or something.
im sorry that that girl wishes you were dead. no one deserves that. i would never wish that on someone. sure i can get really mad at someone but then i’ll feel REALLY guilty about it later and apologize. oh and if that ***** thinks you should die maybe -just maybe- you should try finding a new circle of friends. (sorry i know that was harsh but i tend to speak my mind)
maybe if you tried to find something that makes you happy (like singing or running – just to get away from everything for a while) can help a LOT. it’ll help relieve your stress.
maybe you can look around on the internet for some support groups so you can talk about what you’re going through. sometimes just tlaking about it can help out a lot.
im sorry that no one else has helped in a while. but im here. if you ever need anyone to talk to just email me or something…
-twiggy
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