newbie

um hi people reading my posts. i titled this newbie because i just found this site and joined it tonight. i feel like this site will eventually help me, and im kind of looking for people on here that will respond to me so we can talk. i feel like more personal talks are more helpful than venting. i guess i will say a little about myself in here if someone wants to get a hold of me. im 18, female. i live in the u.s. i have been dealing with depression since i was 12 so thats about 6 years. uh i was arrested 3 times for attempted suicide. i like both boys and girls, technically im pan sexual. i dont want to sound like some angel but i like to accept people for who they are, i dont judge. i love cats, and mine died 16 days ago, on the 6th. actually i more than love cats, i have an obsession. i mean there is nothing bad about loving an animal that loves you back and cant call you mean names or treat you like shit. i guess im off to college in the fall. im a bit nervous. i love techno music, and hardcore. hmm i have a twin who is “perfect” in mother’s eyes. hes a dick. so yeah i think thats enough. if you want to talk to me, comment and i can give you some info to talk to you. im just trying to be so super strong right now. =\