Hi, I am a 15 year old suicidal female. Judging me because of my age isn’t the brightest, since you don’t know my life.
Anyway; my parents got divorced when I was 13. It was hard for me and since the divorce and what happened to cause the divorce, I’ve been suicidal.
It was Mother’s Day when my dad came home and told my mom he was cheating on her, with her best friend. It tore my mom apart and she laid on the floor, crying horribly. My dad got in the car and went to the house of the woman he was cheating with, leaving my mom in hurt. At 13 I had to be an adult and get my mom up and take care of her.
My parents fight nonstop and I wish they would work things out. It tears me apart that I never got to live years as a teenager and never will be able to. Since I was 13 I had to be an adult.
At just 15 years old, I am having to get a job and help bring in money for bills and everything else – or I will be homeless. Around Christmas time of 2009, I was actually really close to being homeless. Thankfully we found an apartment, two days before our eviction.
My dad has nothing to do with me, since the divorce and blames me for everything that happened. How can I make him cheat? My mom and I don’t get along anymore either.
I don’t want to get into everything, but that is PART of the reason I am suicidal.