things r geting a lil better…..

well my bf that i hav now is ubber nice n sweet n careing to me, hes actually turned me round a lil n has gotten me thinking if i really do wanna die, he makes me so happy i never stop smileing wen im round him, hes the best he allways knos wen sumthings wrong or bugging me n knos how to cheer me up to, i really care bout him a lot i hope things work out him, if they don id prob b in worse shape then ive ever been