Hi world. for the past couple of years ive been suffering from insanity, mostly caused by depression, stress, and unbearable anxiety. i came across this website while trying to find easy ways to kill oneself pain free. after reading others post i decided to make an account to see if i can get help for myself. im 17 and started feeling this way at about 14. i dont know why this happened to me or how much longer i will continue to feel this way but i can tell you that a lost mind is at the least to say very difficult to live with. its hard for me to clear my mind blank, and im always thinking up insane thoughts. thoughts that make me feel as though everyones criticizing me, which makes it very hard for me to be social. without friends to talk to the thoughts just pile up and here i am trying to release them onto this website. ive already tried therapy, medication, and spending time in hospitals where they treat this sick condition. i dont know where else to turn. i know there are others who feel this way but i want to hear from the healthy. what can i do to stop the insanity? im just a kid and fear that my thoughts will take over my life and make it impossible for me to live. help me someone. please.