Why is it that I cannot trust anyone? I refuse to trust even myself at times. I can’t trust my parents, my friends, or even my girlfriend. Am I really alone, or is it just what I believe, regardless of whether I want to or not? Am I truly so worthless, so lifeless, so useless? I wish I could be someone else. Everyday, just someone else. No one understands my pain. No one could EVER comprehend my pain, my suffering and sorrow. No one…
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You sound VERY frustrated, I know what you mean it’s because no-one can enter your mind which is a good thing but also a bad thing in situations like this.
When you say you don’t trust someone is that meaning you don’t trust them with your secrets or suffering and problems, or do you mean it by cutting them off assuming they’ll somehow cause more pain?
“worthless, lifeless, useless”… at least you got a girlfriend which means your out and about right? I have no friends and am at home all day everyday, literally.
You came here for a reason: support, help or guidance. Please share your story, all of us here are sensitive to each other.
Wow vamp. You have just posted a thought that too often crosses my mind. I find it difficult to trust myself and others aswell. I also feel that no one can truely comprehend what I’m struggling with 100%. I wish you luck to become free of those thoughts. Try talking to people about things that don’t require too much trust. Then if you get close to anyone. Whait for them to trust you before you beging to trust them. I hope this helps.