I am 15 years old and have endured more than anyone can imagine. I was born in an unwanted situation , my mother made a doctors visit to get her tubes tied and found out she was already 3 weeks pregnant…this is where it all began. My father, the type of guy you see off of movies, was extremely physically abusive to my siblings, my mother, and me. He would take a belt and whoop us until he saw blue, switches, wood..anything to lead unto blood. I remember he took my moms hair and punched his fist in her face until her nose began to poor blood. Not only was i enduring his physical abuse, but at the same time his bestfriend would occasionally come over to sexually abuse me repeatively until one dat my mom decides to leave. We leave and are unble to afford any basic need, water, food, housing and moving from house to house as if we were nomads. I can recall somedays eating ice cream cones for dinner or bread with ketchup for dinner. Think this is a lot? It still does not end. Some guys watched my house (one of a trillion since we’ve moved a lot) and decide to wait until im home alone to sexually abuse me, so i move with my sister to a safer location, little did I know another guy picked the only day I was alone to attempt to sexually abuse me …luckily a police came upon the scene and the 3rd sexually abuse situation was unable to occur. Why should I still be alive?  My mother, the strongest person to me decides to leave my side once this man comes into her life. I can recall me being 12 years old spending the nights by myself while she’s out of town with him. She began to lie about her whereabouts at times i needed her the most. My mother look me straight in my eye and told me he means the most to her, so i better get used to the changes. My sister, now 19, leaves and moves to Texas for college this past year and hurt me more than anything. We have endured so much togetherand it was her time to leave, so now i deal with the “famous” lifestyle I have alone. Why should I still be here on Earth? I feel like God placed me here for torture. Maybe i’ll just end it all………
RHANDI WILLIAMS “Don’t judge me”
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There are those who care. I’m here posting because I am one of those people. It doesn’t matter who you are or where your from, whats bothering you or why you feel this way. I have no reason to waste your time, I have no reason to hurt you. I care! I want to help you, it doesn’t matter who you are or why you are where you are. There’s always hope, I’ve found hope. No matter what anyone tells you or how you feel, There IS hope. I’m available to talk to you, to get to know you and to help you if I can. Anything I can do to help you, because I care for you the same way I was shown by others they care for me. You can email me or add me on msn youarecaredfor@gmail.com I will listen to anything you have to say and try to help you any way I can