I was born. I went to school. No one liked me. I am all alone.
I grew up, liked girls. None liked me. I am all alone.
Couples hugging in the halls, holding hands on the street. No one touched my skin for years. I am all alone.
I met a girl. She loved me, touched my skin; body shivvering, because I was all alone.
We got married. I got sick. Then she left me. I am all alone.
I go to work. I close the door. I live in fear. I am all alone.
I cut myself. I see the blood. I’m really here. I am all alone.
I go to Church. I cry out. Heaven help me. I am all alone.
I go to bars. I have a drink. I tip well. I am all alone.
I go home. The appliances humm. I hear them all. I am all alone.
I make mistakes. People yell at me. I am worthless. I am all alone.
And I’m still here, left in darkness, I sit forever, because I was born…all alone.
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Hi! I”m new to this sight so bear with me I feel the same way as you “Alone” and I come from a large family of 7 sisters and 3 brothers “But” that means ****! I am very ill and I am 48 yearsold I just turned another year older yesterday! The way I feel is that People are Emotionless “********! Who try to take every bit of happiness or confidence I have left. I wish people could just see the effect they “*******” have. Just wait and see. I hope they regret it! I really wish I had friends my husband is no help and my 17 yearold likes to do her thing! How long were you married? Any kids? If it wasen”t for my daughter I really don”t think I would be here today because I love her bwith all my heart and she”s the one who keeps me going…. Please don”t do anything. I”m here if you want to chat,vent etc Please don”t forget… Anto2342
I love the way you wrote this.
Your the kind of person I try to find. Well, the kind of pain I try to find in someone.
Because I am all alone. So Im thinking If I find someone who feels the way I do. Then we can be all alone, together.
All alone is all we are. All we will ever be. Find like-minded people. People who understand that no matter how many friends you have, you’re still alone.
Sometimes I wonder if it’s even worth seeing if I still exist because I’d really honestly rather not.
This shits gotta stop this shits making me real fucking sad i feel so fucking suicidal and all that nobody hurts as much as i have and do…but i cant take seeing everyone like this it hurts me so bad cause i know what it feels like :'(
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