All my life I have been alone.  Never really feeling that I fit in.  I have always felt like someone looking in on others’ lives.  “This” has never been real for me.  Every time I think that my  life is ready to begin, it is ripped from me… always back to the same routine of loneliness.  Is this really all there is???  Is there ever really gonna be a pot of gold at the end of my rainbow.  I have come to the realization – no- there is no pot of gold.  This is life. This is all you get…  I have no plans of killing myself now.  But I do understand how someone could get to that point.   I can understand when it is time to yell “enough”.
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Hello.. I am new to this sight. I feel for you because all my life I”ve felt alone. Even though I am from a family of 10. I have 7 sisters and 3 brothers…..Not one of them call me or visit! Even though we live 15 mins away! If I don”t call any of them I don”t hear from any of them.So what I do is find things in my life to be Thankful for..I am Thankful for our Loving God that draws on the teaching and lives of so many past and present.I am Thankful for each passing day. I dont know about you but I dont want to live my life in the past lane. I want you too find a zillion things to be Thankful for…You might be suprised at how many things you can find. I know I cant solve other peoples problems as if they were my own they are in a w capable to fix there lives To me Nobody but your self in a world thats doing its best to make you somebody else is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. “Never” Stop” Fighting”. Well I hope all goes well with you GoodLuck!…..Anto2342