seems like ive tried everything to let go. I have this boyfriend and well its not all the good. My life has been bad ever since i was in 6th grade. Right now it summer and well im going to tenth grade soon. Ive been cutting myself ever since i was in 6th grade. No one ever knew i did that until i reached 8th grade. I started going out with my boyfriend at that grade. Since then my life has gotten worse. I cut myself ones so deep that i had to get stiches. People stare atÂ my arms everytime they get to see my scars. I have taken pills so many times but it hasnt killed me with every try i got. My boyfriend and i have done so much together which is why i dont want to let him go. I guess i love him or maybe i think i do. He has hurt me too much to make me want to live anymore. I cry every night and im always thinking about suicide and im only 15. I go to therapy and i have a lot of people i can talk to but they dont help me. I act like everything is okay so i can get out of it. Even when i showed how sad i was they wouldnt help which is why i want to get out of it. I just need someone to talk to. I really want to get out of here, but no one understands me.