Im trying to be in a good mood today but its not working very well. Ive been totally  faking all of my smiles this morning, and it doesn’t make ME feel any better knowing that im fooling the people around me into thinking that im ok. Maybe they feel better though. So now they don’t have to worry about me and can get on with their day.  I feel like death and just want to get the idea out of the way, maybe by doing it, but idk.
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I know exactly how you feel, sometimes it’s easier for them to think you’re okay so they’re not constantly bugging you about what’s up.
i know what your going through, i do the same thing you do,
i hide all my pain and the feeling like you dont belong in this world,
and thats a good thing about this site. you can express how you feel and noone can judge you.
i do 2!
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