I need euthanized can anybody help

I was rear ended in a car accident, I now have slowed blood flow to the brain, nerve damage, messed up vertebrates, bulging disks, edema, and have suffered a mild ishemic stroke with a very loud high pitched sound in my ears 7 days a week. No doctor will see me. I don’t have insurance and my unemployment is going to run out and no one will hire me with this damage. It’s a matter of time before my slowed blood flow to the brain becomes no blood flow. I’m slender and in shape at 55 except for my neck and brain. If I can’t get myself euthanized then I just read that a large dose of insulin will work? I can’t kill myself. I am trying to see if I qualify good enough for assisted suicide and if not then I need a back of plan that will work when my body suffers another stroke. I have my mri and mri report with a neurosurgeon’s report say that there is no amount of surgery that will fix my neck. That is when my primary doctor said to see another doctor and told me to leave and that’s when my car insurance was still inside the year. Now that the year is past, my hartford insurance company that took a year to pay the bills told me they will not and do not have to cover anything else. No doctor will touch this, they all tell me to leave and good luck. There is no such thing as health care or disability. There is only work until you can’t anymore. My time is close and I will not become homeless and die on the streets. I can’t be hired by any body with these injuries so I need to die and soon. My job has turned into part time and unemployment has been making up for the days I don’t work but that is going to end soon and thats when I need to die.
I just read that a large dose of insulin will kill me peacefully, if that is true then I need to know. If I stroke out again, I want something I can swallow right on the spot. Theirs enough people on this planet. Their is nothing special or important about me. I’ve been paying taxes since I was ten years old so I think I deserve to die when I need to.