Hi. I am Melissa. I live in Fl…for the past couple months my life has been turned upside down then dropped face first for laughs. I am only 20 and know that the feeling i have may one day past…but for a 20 year old women…I have been threw a lot! I met the love of my life at a friends houses a year and a half ago. She was the most beautiful women i had ever saw in my entire life. 2 weeks ago she broke my heart and moved out… to make things better my 14 year old brother is being charged with rape as an adult and on this day we were told that he is going to spend time in prison. I feel like there is no way out.. I don’t want to die but i don’t want to live either… I try talking to friends but they are all having there own problems and just don’t really listen. they mean well but i don’t think the understand how depressed i really am. I miss her so much it makes me sick. and the sad part is that its my fault….i pushed her away! idk what this site is really about but if there is anyone out there in this huge world that has advice pls pass some on!
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Melissa,
Call The Trevor Hotline, it is a 24-hour toll-free suicide prevention line aimed at lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, and questioning youths:
1-866-4-U-TREVOR
Hey Melissa999:
I hope that everything is alrite with you and that you have the strength to cope with everything. Never allow anyone to become such a huge part of your life that when they leave you cannot go on. I know what it is to care about someone and to cherish someone and have them leave. But you know what my love…..time really does heal all wounds. Focus on loving you and cherishing you and when people see that, they can’t help but to love you even more. I hope that you can rise above the pain that you are feeling and choose to live because you have so much to live for. And as for the situation with your brother, i’ll pray for him. But just continue to be there for him and help him cope with his problems. That’s your reason to be strong, stay happy and survive. Your brother! Love you. P.s. Never allow yourself to become so complacent with a title that you become afraid of and to change. Peace be with you:) you can contact me at angeloflight91@hotmail.com if you ever need to talk. Im a listening ear.