well goodbye everyone

i had to delay my last attempt to a later date because it was too close to my love of my lifes birthday and i couldnt ruin it forever  so now i close in on my final days. i will gas up my car and take 1 loaded handgun. i will drive 12 hours to my final resting place. thne i will finally be happy. i wish it didnt come to this but it did. i love you L.R.A.  i will forever. i will always be with you in heart. good luck to you all on here. i hope u guys get better. this will be the last time i write on here. i wish the best for u all. Love you L.R.A! Goodbye forever…