I listen to death songs, I like watching a movie that involves a suicide. Recently I saw boy interupted a story about a boy who commited suicide by jumping out a window. Everyday I think about death, I dont sleep well, I dont eat well, whenever I eat I feel like throwing up. When I cut myself or try I dont feel anything , especially with an elastic I dont feel anything . I always dream about my funeral and I dont know why. Some people are always seem to worry about me . At work a girl told me I look depress of life , I dont know why she said that. It feels like she knows how I feel. I didnt tell her anything she just keeps telling me I seem depress. Why is that? Why do people tell me that? . I dont tell them . What is wrong with me ? Why do I think about suicide so much. I’m kinda sick of it but I keep thinking about it everyday .
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hi my name is luke i do too i think about it every day i dont go 60 consecutive mins with out thinking about it even when i was on my meds i quit taking them so i am just waiting on the day i am prepared, prepared like u would not imagine. i know it is inevitable that i do. good luck
Cause you fined life hard. Shit we all do. That’s life. If you can fined the time to talk about it? Drop me a line tonight