For five years now i have been made fun of and mocked everyday, people have called me any rude or crude word possible. Its now summer and i have done absoultley nothing, my sister gets to do anything i have been waiting to get new clothes for 3 months. i am down to 2 shirts and 2 shorts. I was suppose to go shopping today for some new ones. my parents blew me off. Is there a point anymore, i try and try to stay happy. all i do is cry, i made threats to my parents about killing myself and they never listened. well i am thinking about it 99.9% sure i will try and thats horrible i am 14, 15 in 17 days i cant stand the stress anymoree. Why should i live, i havent had a boyfriend i get picked on, my parents and family dont care about i am stuck up in my house just to be unhappy, bored, and eat for nothing and it’s ither kill myself. run away where they could find me again or stay in a mental hospital where i would be worse. is there a point to live . i dont think so, but i am still to scared to kill myself cause i wont be able to handle the pain it brings me.
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Omg u r just like me. But just get use to it that’s what I do I know it really hurts but just block people out your think about it later then feel bad and wonder why I’m I here if this is what is going to happen all the time. all u just want to do is feel welcome n not be the out of place one all the time. Just think of us as unquie if u like but wouldn’t really help. But at least your not the only one.
You are my FIFTEEN YEAR OLD SELF CLON. now im 19 and still existing! i had the samee thoughts at your age. I didnt think about suicide though THAT much. but yeah about running away. I tried once and failed…which was pretty pathetic at the moment. Once you get out of school and enter college, its a WHOLEE diferent world. and dont get bummed about clothes. i mean whats more important than clothes? think