Help…

If you have read my other one you will get this. And please comment to both you could really help. I am 13 years old an dI am seriously considering suicide and I am cutting myself, not my wrist but my arms. My brothe is the only one who knows in my family so I talk to him.  My thoughts are getting way worse and more serious. Thus I need someone to help me, mymom goes into denial everytime I try to tell her im depressed and calls my a drama queen but she has no idea how much pain im in and she has no idea that shes a part of it. My bro and I are planning on telling my dad when he gets home from work and hopefullly my mom will believe him and I can get the help I need and not kill myself. My friends cant help cuz I got moved across the country. They call me everyday and they tried everything they can do but nothng has helped. Im scared. I want to kill myself but I also dont. Which is a good sign but the wanting to is starting to take over and now my brother wont let me be alone. I really hope everything can get better.