well I though I would share this last
Well as I seem to have pissed so many of the “regulars” off I thought I’d share this before I go.
In response to the earlier splinter comment I was merely saying that there are very many sick people who pray on vulnerable folks such as on here. “grooming” them – oh your my saviour from killing myself…in order to ultimately gain control. Like it or not, either way I don’t care as I owe nobody here anything. This isn’t facebook. It is so interesting that a bunch of complete strangers to one another, who claim to have nothing to give anyone or live for jump to the defence of someone they have never met (nor are likely to) & post quite rude & bullying comments. Maybe your able to give someone something or your just not really that sad or the world is as bad as you think….if you consider also your comments, some just plain ignorant, are aimed at someone who actually WILL be dead by the time most of you read this.
I knew such people like the ones i was pointing out exist as I fell pray to 2 predators between the ages of 8-12yrs old. Having gone through the sexual/ physical & emotional abuse at the hands of these creatures I have a bit of insight so pardon me to hell & back if I don’t like it when someone claims to have pretended to be one, with the obvious exception of Police officers…
When you have been subject to the kind of torture & depravity that I was, your view of the world gets kind of jaded. I was able to block out this until very recently when it all came out, resulting in me losing everything I had worked for my entire adult life. My family disowning me, my partner leaving me, losing my pet & home in the process. My career in the military medical services, gone.
So before ANYONE dares judge me for what I said, ask yourself why are you questioning the motives of someone who has nothing to live for? Answers – unlikely. If Splinter is half the man described, I’ll buy him a beer on the other side. Comments such as, I’m glad he might not see what I had written…really? Why? Would he want to kill himself more?! You have the tenacity to say to me to think before typing.
I came to this site seeking a place to leave some kind of lasting note, yet all I have come across are people still like in the “real world” sticking their noses in & just really talking the talk.
No more talking, no more pain, no more anything.
Per Mare Per Terram, see you soon brothers