i feel like crap… my girl friend or baby mother keeps tellin me that im a piece of crap a no good father and jus makes me want to end my life an im tired of the way she isi have tried my best since we have been together to chill out but i cant its been like this ever since she started her job and thinks she is better than me… when on the other hand im the one that to care of her and HER son for three years…. i dont know wat to do i feel like i dont need to be here any longer~!!!!!!!!
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I know how you feel and that you wouldn’t want to be here anylonger. But your kid needs you.
Women all too often start to verbally abuse their partner- the man- because of their own insecurities…. What women forget is that men are humans with hearts and feelings, some show it and some dont- a quote I recently started using is “never apologize for your life, if someone has a problem with it, they shouldnt be in it”
You have 2 people in your life that are more important than her- your child, and YOU….
You are obviously doing something right if you’ve been there for her and your child for that long. Your child really does need you, so you do have a reason to be here. Regardless of if you have a job or not, you have still been there for them, and that in itself makes you a good father.
You gotta think about your seed yo. You have to understand that if you take your life it will irrevocably damage your son and negatively affect the rest of his whole life. Son’s need their fathers to help them grow up right and have someone to look up to.
Look, you sound like a good guy who is trying his damnedest to be there for his family which is more than can be said for allot of other men/fathers out there. Try not to let your babymoms get to you so much. Learn to value yourself based on who you are and what you do, not just one person’s opinion of you. Maybe try talking to her about how you feel. Tell her that you are trying as hard as you can to do the right thing and be there for her and your child but the way she treats you is making you want to end your life.
If that doesn’t work then maybe you need some space from her. Tell her you need to take a break on your relationship for your own health and sanity. Stay strong, good luck